you're my rising downfall...
19 January 2007
i love you!
i love you!!
i hate you!!!
i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you
but most of all i thank you. why?
for breaking my heart into a thousand pieces. and
telling me that you were never meant for me.
but i really don't understand why people
keep tellin me constantly
'she has a long history, don't waste your time, she's not worth it'
now don't you go telling people i deserve more...
but hey, let's move on...
my heart, it's numb & has no feelings...so,
everytime our eyes come in contact - please don't give me this
' Why do still bother about me when i've said NO - look'
IF we are still friends - a hi or smile - won't do any harm.
look, i can nvr understand the feelings
that you're makin me feel.
but i'm currently bloody fuckin scared & nervous.
don't be too hard on my emotions..
O lvl results comin out soon - and i know i haven't done well
i have not been studying - so you better study!!
looks like it's ITE or a stupid low-life course in poly...
now! i cannot say that it's all because of you
that i have not done well..
it was all my choice! and i made that choice.
looks like i'm,
going to be tearing movie tickets,
all my life!!
So taking from a friend's msn nickname
-love, you have just got to go.-
i gave up all i had, for something.
something that never brought me any comfort now.
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